isn't it so. i could come back around and around again--until it hits me in the face. and then i'll do it again. what am i so afraid of? i need to...i want to.
november 15th. you are the beginning. tomorrow (it is always a tomorrow) i will do it differently. so i say. every other day. but tomorrow is different. i am asking for a witness. let tomorrow be different. so i say.
i have said...i have meant...
sunday, november 16th. you are my friend.
let me distinguish between what i want and what i am use to. let me describe the things i've been seeing, dreaming, and believing.
i raise my glass in honor of tomorrow. when life will stop being what it's always been. i want to give myself a chance. i want to dance. i want to write. sing. bring laughter everywhere i am, and i'd like to do this all with love and kindness.
let me share with you. a confirmation of an intention that i hope i can complete. and be anything i want to be. including. me.